1: Blogpost: I’m building a blog – and you’re allowed to watch
This isn’t a blog about blogging. It’s a blog that documents itself being born. Come watch the mess
— Jutta
A live experiment
I’m sitting here, somewhere between excitement and existential doubt, and I’m building a blog.
Not just a blog – my blog.
Not a content strategy. Not a polished platform.
Something raw. Uncertain. Alive.
A space that hasn’t decided whether it’s a diary, a thought archive, or a silent scream.
You’re allowed to watch.
Not because I’ve figured it out – but because I haven’t.
Under construction – enter anyway
This blog is under construction.
And honestly, it probably always will be.
I write. Delete. Rebuild.
I argue with folders. I throw structure out the window.
I talk to an AI, rearrange my brain, and realize that none of this is linear.
What you’re reading is not a final product.
It’s the noise of thinking made visible.
Why I’m doing this in public
Because I’m tired of clean surfaces.
Because I want to know what happens when you stop hiding the process.
I’m not here to impress.
I’m here to think out loud.
With rough edges. With doubt.
And maybe with you.
What you’ll find here
– Thoughts with no map
– Drafts that unravel before they make sense
– A blog that documents itself while it’s forming
– A digital lab, maybe someday a book
– Words that won’t behave – but might wake something up
– And questions that won’t fit into bullet points
Where this is going?
I don’t know.
Maybe it’ll become a strange little library for the quietly confused.
Maybe it’ll help someone realize their own thoughts matter.
Or maybe it’ll remain what it is: a beautiful, unfinished thing.
You’re invited
Not as a follower. Not as a fan.
But as someone who likes to watch thinking unfold.
You don’t need to comment, subscribe, or share (but feel free to).
Just read. See what happens.
And if at any point you think:
“Huh. I never thought of it that way.”
Then this blog has already done its job.
Jutta
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